My practical, spiritual experiment has turned into a total failure. My tithing has backfired into a gushing of blood from my anus as my Ulcerative Colitis re-flared. My family medical leave is denying my day called in sick stating that my doctor predicted that I would only have one flare every three months; this I did not know. Now I have had three flares in three months, two of which I assume were rejected and therefore counting against me at work. My partner says regarding my disease, "You are not a victim." What are people that have diseases?
Unexpected good happenings? Forget it. I can honestly say that the days since my tithing took place have been a steady decline into poor health, anxiety, and depression.
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